EJ Bee

Just shut up if you don’t like me, I don’t need your damn opinion.

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Sunday, January 15, 2012

New Heart ♥

It doesn't literary mean I have a new heart. HAHAHA for me, I have a new heart for everyone. I just came home from church and joined the procession of the feast of Sto. Nino :)) My legs hurt but it's worth it. I feel relieved of all the stress and heartaches I feel.


I'm letting go of all the things that weigh me down. It's hard but I'm doing it little by little. I know God will help me cause I asked for His assistance. I'm being more of an Angel this time. HIHI ~ I know deep inside me that I still love him but now, I came to the point that I need to accept that we can no longer be together so I have to let my feelings go for real. It's hard but I'm trying my best. I still think of him, the way "us" used to be and it aches to know that it wouldn't happen again. SO I guess it's fair that I stop thinking about him cause I know for sure he's not thinking of me.. Geeez >.< </3


So why NEW HEART? HAHA cause I can love another person again. It doesn't mean that I'm ready for another relationship but I'm ready to love strangers as my friends again. I did closed my heart cause I'm contented with my friends but I realized that it's nice if I'll be sociable again. HAHAHAHA B)


SO yeah. Tomorrow is HELLA MONDAY again! I'll see my ass-hole prof in Psychology again. HAHAHAHAHA! I really need to learn the TIME MANAGEMENT thing! :))

Thursday, January 12, 2012

2012

"I have to bring the old me back. The happy one. The one who loved her life and could never ask for more."

I just realized it after what's happening on my life now. I'm not who I used to be. I became BADASS! HAHA yea. Literally Badass! Crap right? HAHAHA I never imagined I would go this far but yea, no one can blame me for that. One thing hasn't changed, I'm still the person who knows deep inside me that I did wrong and I know how to forgive myself. I know how to admit faults and never blame people for criticizing me. One thing I hate is, I've already admitted my mistakes and still they won't stop bitching me! Damn those people who don't know when to stop! Argh! >.< I hate "HIPON PEOPLE" :)))

Okaaaay. So I have decided to be who I really want to be. Someone who have this attitude of "I don't care". It would be so much relief of me, if I don't think too much and don't be a pessimistic person. My mind is getting tired of this and that.  I need to focus myself on my studies and not to those who won't give a damn. So enough of the drama and I'm more of the positive girl again :) TeeHee guys :))

" Don't let your fears win. "